Delhi..bombay..delhi

Delhi..Bombay..Mumbai..Dilli..i think I will always run around in circles between these two..Ive lived in Delhi for 18 years and now am back..for good I hope. But Bombay has made me what I am now. 5 years in the city..it will always hold that special place..a lot
of firsts the city has given me..and u never forget your firsts do u..however embarrassing? On the Contrary..more embarrassing the better..:)

Somehow I am always incomplete..a part of me is missing..i am always longing. In Delhi i want the beach, the crowd..d 'itna paisa meh itna ich milenga', Marine drive, d responsibility of living alone..in Bombay i want the history..the roads..d rustic tenor..d not getting up from razai in winter mornings..d security of home.

And I am so tired of Bombay vs. Delhi. I love u both! each is great in its own right..I will always love u..Delhi is the very essence of me..beginning from kohl rimmed eyes..my straight f

orward demeanor..my love for cotton and winter..bombay taught me how to survive..losing friendship..losing my home..losing hope..but still holding on!

Leaving a city is bitter-sweet always..u will always crave for home..but in a tiny corner of your heart the city lives on. Break-ups are similar..u will always miss the moments u shared..but u continue to where your life is beckoning. Either cases don't present us with options eh?

I have spent a good amount of time as a hosteler loving this song..now back home..the song retains its importance:

Kehne ko saath apne ek duniya chalti hai..par chupke is dil meh tanhayee palti hai

Bas yaad saath hai..teri yaad saath hai

insomnia

what's wid google and its mindless language settings huh? an insomniac cant even log on widout feeling inadequate..i dunno hindi..y rub it in my face? takes me ages to figure out how to change the language..hmph! who designs all dis i ask..is it one of dose ppl proclaiming hindutva..?
like coelho sed..the universe conspires with u..does it now? i alwaz get d feeling..the universe ends up conspiring against me..ah well..
nw see this..gotta get up early tmrw bt sleep eludes me..evry1'l say watz new..dint u just proclaim the insomnia..bt wot kind of insomnia forces a lazy procrastinating slothful piece of flesh pick her ass 4m d bed..switch on the light..go 2 another room and log on..of course to be subject to google cruelty..
and to think my insomnia drove me 2 write a blog..y aint ne1 online at 3 am? i yearn for some sign of life..of signs from the divine..is the earth repugnant at this hour..oh there is my mouse..was wondering where it went..the divine sign divulged.
sorry san..m sure dis is not what u had in mind 4 a blog..
dont wana leave dilli..m so much in love wid dis city man..just love roaming the spaces..the ridge..cp..ihc..dilli haat..nsd..campus..oxford..big chill..qba..yum! m hungry nw..n hw cd i 4get my mecca..tc..less than a fortnyt..dont wana go..love it complete wid the ass pinching, the behens and the maas, the autowalas n the bluelines..i love metroo!!! and the fact that dilli gals r supposed 2 b fast..and guys desp..plizz dnt kill me..m an insominiac on the prowl..